Mengikuti Raditya Dika

Well, mood gw udah lebih cerah lagi :D

Dan gw iseng buka" lagi blognya Raditya Dika, terbacalah post terakhirnya yg judulnya 'On Love and Cannot Write Sweet Words'. Entah kenapa, gw ngerasa biasa aja bacanya, walaupun ada beberapa bagian yg gw setuju banget. Sayangnya, Bear yg waktu itu ga sengaja baca blog ini mencak" dan yah, that's the end of romance-writing here.

Tapi karena dia kayaknya gabakalan baca ini blog lagi, gw bakalan ngebocorin sesuatu :
there are times when I hate you, when what I want is forget all this ruckus of 'love' and go back to my old life, when you hurt my heart and all I can say is, 'I'm okay, it's okay, I'm not mad', you should've known better that I lied. But then, we go through those hard time and come so close to a year.

It's not about myself, or yourself, but the title 'we' that we get with so much effort.

And because of that, I just can't think of myself without you. You're there for me (well, from the phone really, not physically, but for now it may be enough for me) through my hard times, and I don't interfere with your problems when I know you dislike it if I do. I've known you, and you've known me.

It may be hard if we're not 'we' again, isn't it? To, at last, being individual again, and not connected more than friendship bond. It may be fun at the start, but I don't know what'll happen if we do.

Oh well, darling, I'm not sorry for being in love with you.










---- Kayaknya gw gombal bgt, ya? -___-;